The Place of Dead Roads

I'm an old man now, so I'm especially interested in books about getting complete with life. I'm also into amusing and distracting. Top on my list are William S. Burroughs' last trilogy (especially Place of Dead Roads and The Western Lands) and Matthew Stover's Caine series (especially Caine Black Knife and Caine's Law). Burroughs published that trilogy when he was about my age, and there's some amazing stuff about how memory shows up. The Caine series is basically a contemplation of "What if you could undo the worst thing that you've ever done?". I could go on about many other authors whom I've loved, over the years, but there's other stuff that I gotta do now.